Finally.

I am not sure what life is about, or if I'm doing it right but I'm ready to fix these mistakes, and will do whatever it is I can do to make sure they do not happen again. 

I don't wanna lie anymore. 

I don't wanna use people. 

I just want the help I can get and take care of myself. I wanna do this right. No more lying a About the things that have happened. No more driving without a license. I wanna be grateful for my life. I want this so bad.